First of all, comments are welcome, but spam is not. I currently have 637 comments waiting for approval and *maybe* one or two of them are legitimate. The rest are trying to sell me Gucci bags, directing me to porn sites, or telling me “you have good site, much good info, but have trouble viewing on mobile, click here…” or some other such nonsense. If I figure out how to disable comments all together, I will. It’s just too much garbage to sift through.
Trump: Yes, I was excited when he got elected. Yes, I thought (and still think) that he can change things for the better. And yes, I am bitterly disappointed. I suppose even Donald Trump can’t overcome the Washington bureaucracy with his bravado and confidence. He’s learning that it takes more than a loud voice to make things happen. It’s probably good, in a way. That’s what prevents one man from being able to destroy everything, whether he’s a conservative or a liberal. I do wish people would just stop fighting and agree on simple, simple stuff, like enforcing the law. I mean, really. We shouldn’t even have to discuss that.
Alcohol: Still sober! 🙂 Have other things going on in my life right now, and I am so glad that getting drunk is no longer a problem. Right at three and a half years since my last drink, and no regrets. Becoming sober was one of the most worthy efforts I ever expended. Highly recommended to anyone who still thinks they can “handle it” or “it’s not so bad”. It may not be. But it will be, eventually, with few exceptions. Almost everyone just gets worse & worse until it overwhelms their entire life. Wish I was an exception, but I’m not; I’ve consumed my lifetime allowance of booze. No more for me. Ever.
Work: It’s Friday and I can barely stay in my seat. How is it that other people can work 60, 70 hours, and I can barely manage to squeeze 40 out? I mean, it’s a lot of my life spent in this little chair, in my corporate cubicle. Every single week, it sucks 90% of my life out of me. By Friday, I can barely stand any more of this torture. I love my job, don’t get me wrong, it’s a great job, but it’s a job. I just can’t stand it after 8 hours. I need a break. I don’t want my life to consist only of hard work and sleep. I don’t care how much they pay me, at the end of the week there just isn’t any more left to give. I’m empty.
Sound: I’m very excited about my new home theater room! We took our upstairs loft, which I walled in years ago to a separate room, cleaned it out and put in a big couch and a big TV. I bought some vintage Bose 901 speakers along with a MiniDSP sound processor and QSC amplifier, and have now gotten it to where I think it sounds great. There’s no surround sound, but oh my gosh, tons of tight bass, a huge “wall of sound”, the effect is really quite good. I’ve been playing with the Room EQ Wizard and a Dayton USB microphone to get the sound right. It has not been easy. I found out a flat frequency response sounds terrible to me. I always thought it would be perfect, but no: you have to EQ it flat, and then add a “room curve” (very gentle, wide EQ bands) to get it right.
Subaru: I passed inspection! Despite the fact that I have installed an aftermarket supercharger, along with some supporting mods (injectors, tuning, fuel pump), they did an OBD scan and I’m good for another year. The car puts out over 300hp now at redline, though it rarely ever gets up there. But it’s a blast to drive and no one has rear-ended me since the lady did at the dealership 🙂 I’m debating what to do next. The car is plenty fast. I could put in a catless header (biggest restriction) or I might get a radar detector, which would probably make the car way faster than anything else. I haven’t gotten a ticket in well over a decade; don’t want to screw that up. I kind of like the way the car is now anyway. Nothing about it would lead you to think it’s wicked fast. Which it is. Up to the speed limit, anyway.
Church: I promised God that I would attend the new church in our neighborhood after they opened it up. I didn’t. They finished it up for Christmas, and they started having regular services in January. I bet my wife we wouldn’t last 30 minutes before we got offended. She said it would only take 10. We were both wrong. It took zero. I don’t know why they thought it was OK to pepper my house and cars with flyers. It’s definitely NOT OK to put anything under my windshield wiper. Just stay away from my car, OK? It’s private property, and no one is welcome to advertise anything on my vehicles or doorknob. Not a good first impression. I will go there like I said I would, at least once, but I don’t expect to return to church life, like, ever. Just too many memories.
Home: I paid off my mortgage! Took me 21 years and 3 months, but I can now say I really do own my own home 🙂 I’m a little worried about the taxes and insurance, though. I’ve never had to save up thousands of dollars before; they always just took it out of my payment. But hopefully it’ll be easier now that I’m not sending a grand a month to the bank. I really wanted to pay it off in 15 years, but with kids and everything, I never could put more than an extra hundred or so towards the principal. And for the last few years, I couldn’t do that at all. I used a big portion of my annual bonus to pay the balance off. So no big vacation this year, but it’s money well spent.
So. I’ve got an hour to kill before I can sneak out of here without drawing too much attention to myself. How about some random thoughts. Lego juicy transmission hair nemesis laser toast. Pick axe slumber nervous tick. A wide-angle lens capturing the aura of the northern kingdom. Sound waves bounce but water waves slurp. Tick tock gotta rock, stuffed turkey or dead cock. Munchy bunchy two-by-four, can’t go surfing, I’m too poor. Robot poop and dandelion farts, buy a zebra and save it for parts.
I don’t know why I even bother with this stupid blog any more. I don’t have anything to say, really. It was good therapy for me when I was drinking, but it’s kind of outlived its usefulness. I’d rather spend my precious free moments in life doing something else. My book was a complete flop. I don’t see myself getting anywhere with my writing. I make enough money at my job now that anything else would have to be only a hobby. Which means, in 20 years, I’ll be sitting in this same chair, waiting for the clock to tell me it’s time to go home for the last time. Cheerful thought, isn’t it? God willing, of course. I don’t know what He has in store for me. It may be as boring as that, or there may be some more plot twists waiting for me just around the corner. Who knows…
Thank you for reading. Feel free to leave a comment, and if by some miracle I manage to see it among the ocean of spam, I’ll approve it. Otherwise, have a nice life, stay sober, it does get better, life finds a way, praise God and enjoy whatever you manage to accomplish. Life is a gift. Enjoy the present.